Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Day 48 ~ ‘Confi-dents”

Day 48 ~ ‘Confi-dents” 

Feb 17, 2014

My first: I asked a bisexual woman out to dinner for a non-date.

Seriously? Yes, I did! Does it sound lame? To you, probably. To me, Miss No Confidence when it comes to asking anyone to do anything, not lame at all. My “confi-dents” is all banged up.

It was late in the day and it was time to get my “first” underway. I had been thinking about my idea most of the day and finally said to myself “do it”! I facebook messaged her because that is the only way I can get a hold of her…another “lame” I know. It went like this: “I need to do my first for today!  How about if I ask a bisexual woman out to dinner on a non-date?! (That be you!) The glory of this is that you don’t even have to say yes!” Yep, that is what I messaged. Lame number 3!  

She was quite gracious with her response and quite “vague”. You reap what you sow.  The history behind this is that I had met her at a couple of parties and she was pretty cool and was soon to be a grandma…our common ground. I guess that is as common as it will get. She is a very nice and intriguing gal and I would have enjoyed her company and conversation.

Anyway, I’ve had this whole day to think about my “riveting” post that is now here at my fingertips.  And I’ve come to one conclusion. We all want something that excites us. Excite means to arouse or stir up the emotions or feelings of. If you aren’t exciting, you will not excite. If you ARE exciting and the other person is not open to that for whatever reason, you will not excite. In other words, there has to be that unexplainable current between the two people, whether it’s friends or lovers.

So I will take my battered ego and tuck it away and wait go for that moment.


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