Monday, May 12, 2014

Day 131 ~ Just to Reach You


May 11, 2014     
My instead: I posted a message on Facebook to my daughter-in-law wishing her a happy Mother's Day and she is not a mother…she is a nurturer.
When I texted my kids last week telling them that I had osteoporosis, my son Todd texted back to me to “Speak only victory about your health”. We texted back and forth a bit and then left it at that. Later that evening as I was mowing the lawn, I thought “why not victory in other things” and one of those things is my relationship with my daughter-in-law, Kyra.
Our relationship is not what I would want it to be. We are separated by many miles so reminders of our estrangement are very few. It hurts when I feel helpless about improving “us” and becoming loving again. I just don’t know what to do or say anymore.  
However, I have witnessed wonderful things about Kyra that have absolutely thrilled me and made me love her throughout the years that I’ve known her. So…Mother’s Day came around this year and I was drawn to say something to her from my heart with so much love to express. I posted this on Facebook: Happy Mother's Day, Kyra! Yes, I know it's not biological, but you have been such an amazing nurturer to so many (me included) that you cannot be ignored on this special day! Your legacy will be far reaching! I love you.
I long just to reach you….

 

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