Monday, May 26, 2014

Day 145 ~ My Own Best Friend


May 25, 2014     
My instead:  After a hard day of staining my deck, I was going to entertain ME.
I had started prepping my deck a couple of weeks ago with a good power washing. Then came the waiting. When do I start to stain to get ‘er all done while the weather gods are smiling? Memorial Day weekend arrived and it was time. I was able to get most of the railing done the first half day. The second day I finished up the railing and then it started to rain…just a tease, but enough to make me pray. Go figure. And it worked! God, I love God!
The floor boards dried quickly and there I was on my knees (prayer of thanks) slapping on the stain.  As God would have it, the day grew pretty and promising.  A day of solitude, sun, and stain…what could be better? I also got my planters planted and my torch tower set up. Life is good!
After I was all de-stained and cleaned up, I fired up the grill and filled my wine glass full of grapefruit juice. I was looking forward to “entertaining” me. Then my friend Kelly called on her way back from the swim party that she had invited me to. We talked a bit and I felt I should ask her to come over. My solo supper was off.
She arrived and we chatted outside on my newly-stained deck, enjoying the fruits of my OCD labor. Or at least that how Kelly saw it. I guess when you have the task at hand and follow through from start to finish, you’re OCD. I saw it as energetic and tenacious. I was hurt and angry. We ate dinner and we got passed it all, I guess. She eventually left. My evening would have been more satisfying and peaceful without her visit and her judgment. A word to the wise: If someone has worked all day on a weather-dependent project, do not call them OCD.
Am I becoming my own best friend? Maybe I should be! Maybe I should have been all along…

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